only the sea and the whistling wind

I’m trying to come to terms with identity stuff/ most likely being multiple. It’s very very terrifying and I/we feel very very lost and overwhelmed and alone. It’s weird. I don’t feel like we’re crowded or anything, it’s more like… there’s nothing left. we’ve been shattered extremely thoroughly and now there’s just very very fine dust or powder left and it’s getting muddy, and there’s fog, but there aren’t any pieces left big enough to be proper people/ full personalities. and there’s so much vast empty space. and chasms and vortices (is that the plural of vortex?) that swallow memories. It’s really really hard to have a sense of self when you can’t really remember many things. 


Whale shark at the surface by gino_lax on Flickr.





So I just had the shit creeped out of me.

I’m not someone who believes in ghosts, but I was sitting in my room, alone and in the dark, and I heard the strings of my violin being softly plucked. 

My violin is hanging on the wall several feet away. 

So I gathered my courage, grabbed my phone, and used the camera light to investigate. 

And found this.


A goddamn spider was playing my violin. Not even joking. The little shit.

I think I’d have preferred a ghost….

hierophilic i didn’t know u gave violin lessons….

there’s a lot of things about me you don’t know


[english below] zur info:
Bitte VERBREITEN! (weitere Sprachen folgen)

**!! Achtung - Reisewarnung !!**

Vom 13.-26.10. findet in der gesamten EU eine Polizeioperation unter dem Namen /”mos maiorum”/ statt. In diesen zwei Wochen werden etwa 18.000 Polizisten in enger Zusammenarbeit mit FRONTEX auf Jagd nach Menschen ohne Aufenthaltsstatus gehen. Sie wollen unsere Migrationswege herausfinden und möglichst viele von uns festnehmen. Warnt bitte alle Menschen ohne Papiere! Vor allem in Zügen, auf Bahnhöfen, an Flughäfen, auf Autobahnen und an innereuropäischen Grenzen sind vermehrt Kontrollen zu erwarten.
*Gegen die Festung Europa!* *Kein Mensch ist illegal!*



An EU-wide police operation with the name “mos maiorum” is taking place from 13th to 26th of October. During two weeks 18.000 police forces will chase people without papers. They want to find out about our migration routes and arrest as many of us as possible. Please warn all people without papers! Encreased controls are expected in trains, train stations, on airports, on highways and on inner-european borders.
*Against fortress Europe! ** **No one is illegal!

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Postfach 6444,
24125 Kiel


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